Why?

I'm in my room...it's very quiet
Except for the lyric of our song blasting through my speaker that seems to remind me that you're gone. How I've miss you so...Why can't I forget? Your voice, your touch, your smile, and the smell of your cologne. I remember that first day when we met. The first kiss we shared....and the nights that you carried me on your back under the crystal night sky as we walked....just the two of us....it almost amazed me how long that has been....but felt to real i could almost grasp it. You're close to me but at the same time felt to far away....i can't reach you..no matter how hard I tried....I'm moving on with my life now...but why do I feel so empty without you? Do you feel the same way too? Do you miss me? Or could it be that you'd already moved on? My life feels so empty...I can't seem to find the way to go....I wish things could go back to the way it was...I wish I'd never met you...But deep down in my heart there is a scar inscribed with your name, that i can't rid of. Even time can't erase these painful memories...I love you...from the beginning...to now...and forever on.....

So...another 3 hours in AP BIO
Trisha, Casey, and me finished our powerpoint project and so Casey suggested that I should started blogging again
I haven't been blogging for the longest time
so AP Bio isn't that bad
Casey is singing something but i have no idea what she's singing because i have my earphones on
hmm....i hope i don't get caught with this

[casey will protect you from getting caught! ]

Casey's so cute! >.<.........so hmm....i miss Tommy
he's probably sleeping in Language Arts
Kevin is stalking me......[he wish he were tommy- Casey]
by the way everything in [] is Casey's
:P......i love Casey Hoiyee Chan

I LOVE CASEY!

Wishlist for Summer♥

I don't know why I have this feeling....like I'm alone
At times like this I should be hopeful and positive, for the summer is just beginning
Jone & I are more than eight thousand miles apart
We were supposed to be together and have a blasting summer
I can't wait for that....but why do I can the feeling that things are going to be different this summer?
Like something is going to change
I am wishful that things will change for the better
For I will soon see him on the other side of the world♥

Karina Pasian- Slow Motion

[Verse 1:]
I Know That You've Been Calling Me,
And I'm happy that we met.
Don't think that I'm not interested.
I'm just playing hard to get
[Bridge:]
So much about this crazy game they call love
That I'm trying to understand,
So could you be my best friend,
Before you call yourself my man
[Hook:]
Why can't I love you in slow motion,
Take my time,
Take away the pressure on my mind
Really get to know you
But rewind
Wanna love you in slow motion
Why can't I?
[Verse 2:]
You seem to know just what you want
And I like your confidence
Some things a girl should never rush
Cause If you do you hurt yourself
[Bridge:]
So much about this crazy game they call love
I'm still trying to understand,
So could you be my best friend,
Before you call yourself my man
[Hook:]
Why can't I love you in slow motion,
Take my time,
Take away the pressure on my mind
Really get to know you
But rewind
Wanna love you in slow motion
Why can't I
[Breakdown:]
I'm too young for tears in the night
And it's to soon for this to be right
Don't wanna mess with your pride
The questions not when but why
[Hook:]
Why can't I love you in slow motion,
Take my time,
Take away the pressure on my mind
Really get to know you
But rewind
I Wanna love you in slow motion
Why can't... I

Goodbye

It feels like yesterday we've met
Time flew by so fast
I'm still trying to grasp the memories
I have no other options
We both have to go our separate ways now
I know you're hurting
I am too
But life will not sympathize
I can still hear your voice
and feel your hand against mine
lean on your shoulder
as we watched the stars together above the crystal sky
I remembered the nights you sang to me
and laughter filled the room
but now....it's just me and this dark, empty room
I wish you the best
I truly believe that life itself has a plan for both of us
For that one day we might cross on the same path
We will no longer see tears on our faces
We will then look at each other and smile

1st Blog Entry

My first blog......YAYY!!!!!
Okayy....school was boring...as always
went to the Asian table, talked to Kevin and Shin
Jason came, then Casey came giving me my birthday present that was 2 weeks late
I was delighted :D
it took me like half an hour to tear through all the tissue papers...lol
1st period was a drag....2nd was no better
biology was interesting..we got to look at the different plant samples from under the microscope
Chorus was fun....we sang & dance around like kindergartner ^^
then went to lunch...and Jason suddenly came out of nowhere..AGAIN..lol
always skipping class to me & Hebe's lunch period
I stayed after school with Hebe
then my dad came & picked me up
Went home & did nothing until now
I 'm supposed to be studying now
SEE YOU GUYS LATER!!!!!