Why?

I'm in my room...it's very quiet
Except for the lyric of our song blasting through my speaker that seems to remind me that you're gone. How I've miss you so...Why can't I forget? Your voice, your touch, your smile, and the smell of your cologne. I remember that first day when we met. The first kiss we shared....and the nights that you carried me on your back under the crystal night sky as we walked....just the two of us....it almost amazed me how long that has been....but felt to real i could almost grasp it. You're close to me but at the same time felt to far away....i can't reach you..no matter how hard I tried....I'm moving on with my life now...but why do I feel so empty without you? Do you feel the same way too? Do you miss me? Or could it be that you'd already moved on? My life feels so empty...I can't seem to find the way to go....I wish things could go back to the way it was...I wish I'd never met you...But deep down in my heart there is a scar inscribed with your name, that i can't rid of. Even time can't erase these painful memories...I love you...from the beginning...to now...and forever on.....